You’re a star
People see your light more than you do. You need to embrace it more. The more I see the light within me the more eye get aligned to my calling. Even stars recognize stars .
You waste a lot of time being too comfortable with the wrong people, things. People or things will get better once you realise there is better. I was sitting with myself the other day and i was realising that things actually don’t get better nor worse. It will be the same hell everyday until we graduate from it. Until we tell ourselves we’re done, it’s uncomfortable living the same reality everyday. It gets boring and honestly what’s the point of not living your full potential everyday. Not doing so actually gets embarrassing because what are you waiting for? To be perfect? That’s never happening but we can try our best to reach our own level and perception of perfection.
My spirit wants out. It wants to actually start believing in itself, It doesn’t like to be caged in a box. It wants to do what it can. It wants to try something new and conquer new just new, new, new, newness. And my problem is the comfort. But comfort isn’t helping in this case. Like being comfortable is good to a degree like you don’t want to be so comfortable that you only move with comfort.
I am so happy with myself because I know I’m a star. I know I am but I’ve been beaten down so many times in the past that it’s hard to see that light. I’ve been fighting everyday to see it within me. I keep replaying the old versions of myself that others held onto, which is dumb af cus is it my life or theres? I keep forgetting I’m the most permanent person in my life and my happiness, wants and needs comes first.
I just have to keep reminding myself that I am a star.